early bird- life, love, loss and nicu

I'm on my way to target... I forgot how hot it is here!! I can't wait to pick up. few items for wren- and a few items for pumping- and a few items for me...like granny panties that don't hit my incision, tucks, and some decent body wash. I think this is a nice "practice trip" for when I really leave. I'm not sure when that will be. thadd keeps asking me when we will be heading home... I think I might be in denial... or something like it.... going home is going to be hard! not to mention inconvenient! but mady will be happy- and I do miss her so! also, Hawaii roads+abdominal surgery= no fun for anyone.